Confused!! Will i reach there??

Funny, really funny………Nothing is getting right, im waiting for a call but nobody is calling, im waiting for a message but nobody is messaging, im waiting for a sheet of paper but the paper has not yet been prepared…….Im waiting for a long, long time……..Cum’on let the things get ready, i pray, its long time!!

Patience, is something i shall never learn.. Take it too far and beyond its limits, its absolute cowardice. The fates turn in such a way, that i need to be patient….. But im waiting for long. Im worn out, restless, confused… Again and again i wait…….But lol, its all the same…Is it God’s will?? Oh yes, i know that, he guides me, loves me, protects me but then still still im impatient to get what i want….Im asking just these…….Please give me God, please…..Let me go for once, just once……..

Let it all get fixed, its time….Since years i have been dreaming for a long stride through the paths i have forgotten.. I need to walk again, remember the memories, enjoy the closeness, be prepared to see the last of what i have dreaded that i will see one day…..Im waiting, i will wait, but let it be ASAP, i pray again………